tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-43195376868855640412012-01-05T05:30:34.212-08:00CaThY ChOnGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14869505062954394506noreply@blogger.comBlogger271100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4319537686885564041.post-16239883667568996002012-01-05T05:26:00.000-08:002012-01-05T05:30:34.236-08:00It almost 2 days...<div>It's 9 p.m. now .... </div><div>Will be actual 2 days when it comes to 2.00 am</div><div>I think it will be good for you now...</div><div>although it takes time to recover...</div><div>and for us to be used to it....</div><div><br /></div><div>Sorry for that...</div><div>Hope you can get through it...</div><div>Maybe this way will be good to both of us...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4319537686885564041-1623988366756899600?l=fairytalesofcat.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaThY ChOnGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14869505062954394506noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4319537686885564041.post-73827138312074069012011-11-07T06:58:00.000-08:002011-11-07T07:01:43.598-08:00why everything happens again?<div>it' s really killing me...</div><div>am i doing the right decision/ choice?</div><div>these few days i keep asking myself the same question...</div><div>O Lord.. what should i do now?</div><div>pls teach me how to work it out..</div><div>Pls do tell me what should i do now?</div><div>every1 is deserve a chance...</div><div>but Lord, am i doing the right thing or just the Love blind my eyes...</div><div>my heart so pain, Lord...</div><div>Pls cure my heart Lord..</div><div>Pls do give me strength Lord</div><div>To work all of these out, Lord...</div><div><br /></div><div>Amen</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4319537686885564041-7382713831207406901?l=fairytalesofcat.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaThY ChOnGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14869505062954394506noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4319537686885564041.post-75228232969769780402011-08-01T06:17:00.000-07:002011-08-01T06:23:19.654-07:00<div style="text-align: center;"><b>It's such a tired trimester....</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>Bad things never stop coming to me...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>Sometimes really feel wanna throw everything out my life...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>It's really terrible to go through all of these kind of life....</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>The worst thing is that I couldn't find anyone to talk to...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><br /></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>Hahahahahha.... :( it's not because i don't want to share of...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>Just sometimes we just can't say it out...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>God is my only listener now...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>He is really my best listener ever in my life...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><br /></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>He heard all of my prayers and always create miracles on me....</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>This is the reason why I never give up on....</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><br /></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>I just hope that everything will just pass away...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>Because living in such days really killing me off...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>that kind of life, feeling...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>No one could ever imagine that....</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><br /></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>Thanks Lord for never giving up on me....</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>I hope these all incidents would be my Life Time Testimonial.....</b></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4319537686885564041-7522823296976978040?l=fairytalesofcat.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaThY ChOnGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14869505062954394506noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4319537686885564041.post-80248504588600936282011-05-27T05:42:00.000-07:002011-05-27T05:47:57.813-07:00it's such a long time that i didn't update my blog....<div>many things had happened.....</div><div>and my life just turn upside down...</div><div><br /></div><div>thanks Wilson that he always be along with me when i'm needed at most...</div><div>without him, i think i couldn't stand up and start over new life....</div><div><br /></div><div>thanks to my gang for being supportive....</div><div>during these all period....</div><div>all of you have brighten my life....</div><div><br /></div><div>a lot of sad things happened to me...</div><div>most important i need to thank God....</div><div>without u, i think i couldn't be that tough and strong to face all the challenges...</div><div>Thanks Lord....</div><div><br /></div><div>having trip to Malacca with Nic, Janice, Kah Ann, Kim Hoong and Wilson...</div><div>so sad that mica and kiddo couldn't join us....</div><div>however having a lot of fun time...</div><div>thanks guys...</div><div><br /></div><div>and especially to wilson....</div><div>Thanks for accompany me without any return...</div><div>and treated me with your true and most sincere heart....</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4319537686885564041-8024850458860093628?l=fairytalesofcat.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaThY ChOnGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14869505062954394506noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4319537686885564041.post-49593182829835601672011-03-12T00:03:00.001-08:002011-03-12T00:12:01.947-08:00<b>I read our blog just now...</b><div><b>He asked me to release himself...</b></div><div><b>and also release myself...</b></div><div><b><br /></b></div><div><b>I feel so sad....</b></div><div><b>Don't know what to do....</b></div><div><b>I can release him....</b></div><div><b>But not myself.....</b></div><div><b><br /></b></div><div><b>How can I tell him that how much I love him....</b></div><div><b>How can I tell him that I never regret of being with him....</b></div><div><b>How can I tell him that he mean so much to me....</b></div><div><b>How can I tell him that I never mind about all his weaknesses...</b></div><div><b>The one that I love is only him....</b></div><div><b><br /></b></div><div><b>My heart was so pain....</b></div><div><b>How can I let him know about that...?</b></div><div><b>what can i do to know his mind...?</b></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4319537686885564041-4959318282983560167?l=fairytalesofcat.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaThY ChOnGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14869505062954394506noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4319537686885564041.post-70961011704362390072011-03-09T16:07:00.000-08:002011-03-09T16:17:55.064-08:00<strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">Today is our day.....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">I should be very happy....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">But I didn't...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">This is the first month of our separation....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">It's nearly a month after that night....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">I could not remember the date, just remember that it's on Sunday....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">I feel that that night I was doing the right thing...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">To make him pissed off....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">Angry...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">So that he could actually expresssed his anger....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">Yes... on me....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">After that incident. I lose him....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">Yes... I really lose him...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">Maybe he didn't know it by now about what is the purpose that make me choose this way...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">I never regret that i did that...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">Just regret that I lose him in my life...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">I never love a guy in such way...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">Never.... Not even my first love...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">I love him too much until i have to put all the pains on myself...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">Maybe he's hiding his pain....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">I don't know...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">I'm not dare to assume it...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">because i scare i will hurt myself once again....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">In his eyes, i live better than before...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">Live better than when the time we were together...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">But he never know that...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">My heart didn't feel joy like last time....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">My heart didn't feel warm like last time...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">My heart did't feel like blissfull like last time....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">He told me that I will find better guy in future...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">But he told me before he will be the best guy in my life....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">Don't push me another guy..</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">Please don't do that to me....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">I have my rights to choose the guy that I want to live with...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">To choose the guy I want to spend my life with....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">Lossing him make me feel that i lose myself too...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">I don't find myself anymore....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">I am not who I am anymore......</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4319537686885564041-7096101170436239007?l=fairytalesofcat.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaThY ChOnGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14869505062954394506noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4319537686885564041.post-69105519550329389322011-03-05T02:05:00.000-08:002011-03-05T02:07:54.959-08:00I realized that he started to give up on himself le....<div>I'm not sure whether i got guess right or not...</div><div>I really hope that i can help him....</div><div>He is really a good person...</div><div>and he doesn't deserve to behave in that way...</div><div>Lord....,</div><div>I know...</div><div>Only You can help him to stand up....</div><div>Only You can Brighten his life....</div><div>Only You can cure his heart, lord....</div><div><br /></div><div>Lord, I know You are listening to my words Lord...</div><div>I pray Lord...</div><div>I Pray Sincerely Lord...</div><div>That You Will help him to stand up....</div><div>In The Name Of Jesus I pray Lord,</div><div>AMEN.....</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4319537686885564041-6910551955032938932?l=fairytalesofcat.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaThY ChOnGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14869505062954394506noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4319537686885564041.post-64173716949458680242011-03-04T04:38:00.000-08:002011-03-04T04:46:38.530-08:00<b><span class="Apple-style-span">笨蛋的我几时才学会放弃？</span></b><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><b><span class="Apple-style-span"></span></b><span class="Apple-style-span"><b><br /></b></span></span><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span">我可以傻到一个底部，可以原谅所有他给我的伤害。。。</span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span">我明明知道我会受伤害，可是我还坚持的走下去。。。</span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span">我到底要收多少伤害才会舍得放开我的心。。。</span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span">要收多少伤害才可以把你忘掉，</span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span">要收多少伤害才可以不再爱你了。。。。</span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span">我到底可以撑多久。。。。？</span></b></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4319537686885564041-6417371694945868024?l=fairytalesofcat.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaThY ChOnGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14869505062954394506noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4319537686885564041.post-13325011140971727792010-12-27T05:28:00.000-08:002010-12-27T05:33:53.271-08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" >26th December 2010...</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" >I'm so happy that finally I could have gathering with my best friends after so long...</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" >Especially Je-Yen....</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" >We have no meet each other since 3 years ago...</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" >and finally there's a time that we sat down together...</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" >having lunch, and talked about each one of us...</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" >The most happy was Dear's around me that time too...</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" >so happy that Dear can met up with Melissa and Winnie...</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" >I was so grateful and really Thanks to Father Lord that giving me this special time...</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" >so that i could met up with someone that i had missed for long time....</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" >Thanks God ^^</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" >It's a wonderful christmas for me....</span></b></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4319537686885564041-1332501114097172779?l=fairytalesofcat.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaThY ChOnGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14869505062954394506noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4319537686885564041.post-39614814016126177642010-10-12T17:44:00.000-07:002010-10-12T17:54:34.821-07:00<div align="left"><span style="color:#6666cc;"><strong>~13th October 2010~</strong></span></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="color:#6666cc;"></span></strong> </div><div align="center"><span style="color:#6666cc;">Since long time i didnt update my blog....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#6666cc;">many things happened and changed after continiung my study in Sg Long....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#6666cc;">Now i had just finished my first sem...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#6666cc;">having holiday now but going to start another sem on next week...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#6666cc;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="color:#6666cc;">during the first sem, I am quite enjoy studying there...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#6666cc;">well.. just like in Foundation...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#6666cc;">I have my own gang...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#6666cc;">It's quite cool that we spent a lot of fun time together..</span></div><span style="color:#6666cc;"></span><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6666cc;">having lunch together...</span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6666cc;">ponteng together....</span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6666cc;">study tgether...</span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6666cc;">playing together..</span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6666cc;">and mess around together</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6666cc;"></span></strong> </div><div align="left"> </div><div align="center"><span style="color:#6666cc;">Of course there is still a time for me to spend with Dear =D</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#6666cc;">haha....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#6666cc;">happy that dear is willing to join my gang....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#6666cc;">quite enjoy the life in Sg Long...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#6666cc;">Of course will still miss the time in Foundation.... ^^</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#6666cc;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="color:#6666cc;">hmm...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#6666cc;">hope that everything will keeps going smooth...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#6666cc;">i hope that God will always guide me to His Way...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#6666cc;">That's all my sharing ^^</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4319537686885564041-3961481401612617764?l=fairytalesofcat.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaThY ChOnGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14869505062954394506noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4319537686885564041.post-45872978031258482522010-06-20T07:15:00.000-07:002010-06-20T07:16:37.045-07:00<p align="center"><strong><span style="color:#9999ff;">11th June 2010<br /><br />Today is the special day for Kin Leong, Nicholas, Kah Ann, Eeween, Sam, Arnold and me =)<br /><br />It was the first time for us to go out and watch movie (Karate Kids).<br />Hahaha… Today was the most tired day for me…<br /><br />Already more than 24 hours didn’t sleep le…<br />Walao…. Keep ‘fishing’ while waiting for the arrival of Kin Leong….<br />Haih… no choice…<br />Not enough sleep a…<br /><br />Feeling blur blur the whole day…<br />Keep disturbing by Kin Leong and Kah Ann… >..<<br />Naughty dao….. >.<<br /><br />Haha…<br />Today we went to Leisure Mall, Cheras to watch the movie…<br />Actually our class finished at 10 a.m.<br />However, we bought the ticket for 4.35 p.m.<br /><br />Yes…. We waited from 10 a.m. to 4.30 p.m.<br />Leisure Mall… nothing much for us to shop…<br />We spent most of the time in MacD before 4.35 p.m.<br /><br />However I still enjoyed the moment of laughing ^^<br />Now I have my new gang le….<br />Enjoying the time here a lot…<br /><br />However, still missing my Mickey Mouse Gang….<br />The movie finished around 7 p.m.<br />Next destination is night market near Leisure Mall…<br /><br />We went for a walk and had our dinner there…<br />Knowing them really make me feel lucky…<br />They are fun and friendly…<br />It’s quite easy to mix up with them…<br /><br />Besides that, they really kind…<br />Always lend me their hands whenever I need it… ^^<br />Although I’m always get bully,<br />However, I’m appreciated all of them a lot ^^<br /><br />Thanks for the nice moment ^^<br /><br /><br /><br />Written by cathy chong at 1006 p.m.<br />11th june</span></strong></p><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span></strong></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4319537686885564041-4587297803125848252?l=fairytalesofcat.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaThY ChOnGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14869505062954394506noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4319537686885564041.post-28174050605337909702010-06-20T07:14:00.000-07:002010-06-20T07:15:38.938-07:00<div align="center"><span style="color:#9999ff;"><strong>Today is already Friday….<br />I had moved here for five days already,…<br />Today will be the most memorable day for me although I’m staying at home for whole day….<br />At 3.30 p.m. I was surprisingly seeing Sg Long is raining.<br />It was amazing…<br />The rain falls and it looks like snow falls on the floor…<br />The wind was so strong…<br />Feel comfortable and nice to stand at the balcony,<br />Watching the rain…<br />Feel the wind…<br />And listen to the rain…<br /><br />I never know that Sg Long will rain…<br />Since few days ago, the sky always turn grey and looks like it’s going to rain…<br />But the rains never come…<br />But today is different…<br />It really surprised me when I saw the rain falls…/<br />Don’t know way I feel happy about that..<br />And make me feel that I want to remember today…<br /><br />It gives me courage to switch on this laptop and write all of the things down…<br />Feels happy about that…. =)</strong></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4319537686885564041-2817405060533790970?l=fairytalesofcat.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaThY ChOnGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14869505062954394506noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4319537686885564041.post-69371968941453024052010-06-20T07:12:00.000-07:002010-06-20T07:14:16.113-07:00<div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#9999ff;">LOVE…. <br /> <br />Any one knows the meaning of LOVE….? <br /> <br />This question I have asked myself more than hundred times… <br />But every time I asked myself, my answer will be different…. <br />When I think back the past time, I always question myself… <br /> <br />Do I really know how the feeling of LOVING someone was.? <br />Think…Think…Think…. <br />I keep thinking an answer for myself…. <br />I’m scare to make mistake…. <br />I had made a mistake once when I was Form 5… <br />I’m afraid that I would make a wrong decision…. <br />I’m even question Lord… <br />Asking Him who is my life partner…. <br />Few years past… <br />Till now, I haven’t received God’s answer… <br />I didn’t give up… <br />I understand that maybe it’s not a right time for me to know or my life partner has not step into my life yet.. <br /> <br />But today, <br />Suddenly I told God to take out the feeling of LOVE from me… <br />For many, LOVE gives them happiness, joyful… <br />And make their life meaningful… <br />However for me, LOVE doesn’t seem right for me… <br />Every time I just mess up my life when love appear… <br />No one that I could blame… <br />But only myself… <br /> <br />Suddenly many things appeared in my mind… <br />Just like Father is talking to me… <br />LOVE is the biggest thing that Father gave us… <br />So, how should I take it out from my heart….? <br />Without LOVE, we will never know who is our God… <br />Our Real God… <br /> <br />Without love, we couldn’t show and give our love to others just like Father gave us His Love… <br />I’m wrong….. <br />Should not ask Him to take it out from my heart… <br />This Love is a gift from HIM… <br />A very special gift from Him… <br />I should use it wisely…. <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />I started to realize that LOVE is everything… <br />LOVE between friends, family, mother nature and enemies…. <br />It’s priceless… <br />LOVE between life partners….. <br />I will feel worry when mentioned it…. <br />Every time love comes to me, <br />It makes me think a lot of things…. <br />Confuse… worry… complicated…. <br />Make me hard to breathe…. <br />I know it’s my problem… <br />It’s really my problem… <br />But LOVE is something that more than a person… <br />Every decision I make will affect another person… <br />I don’t want to make any decision… <br />I just want it to stay away from me… <br />However it never happens… <br />It never happens…. <br /> <br />LORD, I hope that all of these problems can pass to YOU… <br />LORD, I pray that YOU will help me to solve… <br />And I will follow each way that YOU want me to take… <br />In the name of Jesus, <br />AMEN</span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span></strong></div><div align="right"><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;"><2></span></strong></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4319537686885564041-6937196894145302405?l=fairytalesofcat.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaThY ChOnGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14869505062954394506noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4319537686885564041.post-70852126725815413242010-06-20T06:25:00.000-07:002010-06-20T07:12:15.698-07:00<div align="center"> <br /><strong><span style="color:#9999ff;">Every time when I mentioned, “At home now” <br /> <br />Sure the person will ask me “which home?” <br /> <br />Ya… They are right. I really have 2 homes… <br /> <br />Even sometimes when I give direction to my family, I will mention 711 as my home. <br />Then my dad will say “That is your home meh?” <br />Hmmm… I’m just keeping quiet. <br /> <br />I really feel that I have 2 homes.: Rawang and PJ…. <br />Aunt and Uncle treat me very nice… <br />It’s really being my home… <br />So fast I already live there for almost a year…. <br />And now I had finished my foundation…. <br /> <br />Really miss aunt and uncle… <br />They really treated me as their family… <br />I’m really lucky that I could stay with them during my time in PJ.. <br />This really has thanks Lord Father… <br />I know He really could hear my prayer… <br />Thanks Lord for putting me to the house… <br />Although it’s not a house of God, <br />But I really get what I want as a student, youth there…. <br /> <br />I will never forget the moment staying there… <br />Staying outside really not easy actually… <br />Although you can have the freedom that you never have, but actually of course there will be some advantages and disadvantages. <br /> <br />Staying there really makes me feel that I'm at home… <br />Aunt and uncle are just like my guardian- taking care of me…. <br />My roommates are just like my sisters… <br /> <br />Although we sometimes having some argument or misunderstand, <br />However these all had passed… <br />We have to appreciate each people around us… <br />Besides, we also should appreciate everything those we gone through in our life… <br />With all this, our life only will be more meaningful… ^^</span></strong></div><div> <br /> <br /> <br /></div><div> <br /> <br /></div><div> <br /> <br /> <br /></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span></strong></div><div> <br /> </div><div align="left"><strong><span style="color:#9999ff;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_f1xzLa1t2yM/TB4bL5xPQiI/AAAAAAAAADQ/NuAkC6W7q_8/s1600/Snapshot_20100428_3.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5484851287483695650" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 150px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_f1xzLa1t2yM/TB4bL5xPQiI/AAAAAAAAADQ/NuAkC6W7q_8/s200/Snapshot_20100428_3.jpg" border="0" /></a></span></strong></div><div> <br /> <br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">the most RHS is my room ^^</span></strong> <br /></div><div> <br /> <br /></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span></strong></div><div> <br /> <br /> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /> <br /> <br /></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span></strong></div><div> <br /> <br /> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /> <br /> <br /></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">This is my RooM ^^</span></strong></div><div> <br /> <br /></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">and my RooMMaTe >.<</span></strong> <br /> <br /></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#cc0000;"><strong><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5484854172217037522" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 150px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_f1xzLa1t2yM/TB4dz0PQ0tI/AAAAAAAAADY/m83Q2NDJHTw/s200/Snapshot_20100428_9.jpg" border="0" /></strong></span></div> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /><p><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5484855340250343890" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 150px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_f1xzLa1t2yM/TB4e3zgGqdI/AAAAAAAAADo/TzHrZhaaRGE/s200/Snapshot_20100428_10.jpg" border="0" /> <br /> <br /></p><p><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">The LiVinG RooM :></span></strong> <br /></p><p><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">Aunt With BAby ^^</span></strong></p> <br /> <br /><p><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span></strong></p> <br /> <br /><p align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span></strong> </p><p align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span></strong> </p><p align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">Aunt with Uncle ^^</span></strong></p> <br /> <br /><p align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">thanks for caring when i was still there</span></strong></p> <br /> <br /><p><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5484857357286978386" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 150px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_f1xzLa1t2yM/TB4gtNjHM1I/AAAAAAAAAD4/DTBxBfumitk/s200/Snapshot_20100428_17.jpg" border="0" /></span></strong></p><p align="right"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_f1xzLa1t2yM/TB4hEyOWKCI/AAAAAAAAAEA/toAmOsNg374/s1600/Snapshot_20100428_19.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5484857762268981282" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 150px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_f1xzLa1t2yM/TB4hEyOWKCI/AAAAAAAAAEA/toAmOsNg374/s200/Snapshot_20100428_19.jpg" border="0" /></a></p><p align="right"> </p><p align="right"> </p><p align="right"> </p><p align="right"> </p><p align="right"><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">My roommate, Cyndi ^^</span></strong></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4319537686885564041-7085212672581541324?l=fairytalesofcat.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaThY ChOnGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14869505062954394506noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4319537686885564041.post-74429234200026908442010-04-09T19:37:00.000-07:002010-04-09T19:43:43.292-07:00<div style="text-align: center; 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color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">4th of April (Saturday) ~10.37 a.m.~ <br /></span></span></p><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"></span></span></p><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"> <br /></span></span></p><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">I feel very complicated now…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Just now only realized that one silly guy had waited me for a night…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">While I was sleeping that time…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Actually I was thinking to go to Cell Group with him last night…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">At last, I didn’t make it…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">He came to my house and waited me for 3 hours….<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">I was surprised when auntie told me about it…</span></span></p><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">He went to my room for few times to see whether I’m awake…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">But I didn’t…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">He keeps waiting until 11.p.m.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> <br /></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Actually I got awake for while around 10 something…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">But I have no idea that he was just at down stair…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> <br /></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Is it worthy to do so many things for me…..?<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">I wish I could ask him this question…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">I feel that it is not worthy…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">To wait for me although know that I’m sleeping…</span></span></p><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">I should feel happy that I found a guy that could sacrifice his time<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">And everything he could for me….<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">But…..<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">In the same time, I feel very guilty…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">I don’t know whether what he does will have any return from<span style=""> </span>me…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">I really have no idea….</span></span></p><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Sometimes I really feel that LOVE is really fooling others….<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">I feel in love with someone that never sacrifice or being very good to me…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">And there is a guy that doing everything just for me…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">I….<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Just treated him as a friend….</span></span></p><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">How bad I think of myself…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">I feel very bad to myself…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">It just like everyone said…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">“He is really good. Just accept him. You can’t find any guy like him already”<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> <br /></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">I don’t know how to give respond as I feel very complicated and guilty…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Or actually just I’m the one make everything turns complicated…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> <br /></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">I know that he is really good to me…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">But how could I do that to him…..???<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </div><p style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255); text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4319537686885564041-7442923420002690844?l=fairytalesofcat.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaThY ChOnGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14869505062954394506noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4319537686885564041.post-25702891299354730722010-02-25T22:17:00.000-08:002010-02-25T22:24:31.811-08:00<div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong>20th February 2010<br /><br />6.10 p.m.<br /><br />Rush… Rush… Rush…<br /></strong></span><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong> </div><div align="center"><br />Just rushing back from PJ…<br />Walao… supposing back at 4.45 p.m. de...<br />But dance until don’t know time…<br />Finished at 6.00 p.m.…<br /></div></strong></span><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong></strong></span><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong> </div><div align="center"><br />Walao ei…<br />Sure get scold de…<br />Reach home sure very late already..<br />Hmm… not choice..<br />Have to ask Adrin to fetch me to Midvalley..<br /></div></strong></span><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong></strong></span><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong> </div><div align="center"><br />Huh… Luckily not very jam...<br />If not, worse o…<br />Hmmm…<br />Reached Midvalley at 6.07 p.m.…<br />Not bad a…<br />Quite fast also…<br /></div></strong></span><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong></strong></span><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong> </div><div align="center"><br />Waiting for train…<br />Written there will reach at 6-10 p.m.<br />Haih…<br />Sure will late de la…<br />KTM lea..<br />You thought what o…<br /></div></strong></span><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong></strong></span><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong> </div><div align="center"><br />But today quite lucky lea…<br />The train only late for 4 minutes…<br />So lucky lea…<br />At least I will reach Rawang at 7.10 p.m.<br /></div></strong></span><p><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong> </p><div align="center"><br />Suddenly there is a guy which quite attractive for me…<br />He’s wearing a necklace with Christ..<br />And an earring on his left which is also Christ symbol..<br />Wearing a red T-shirt with slight…<br />Wear a pair of formal shoes which is quite old..<br />Carrying a green color bag…<br />He’s not really handsome…<br />But…<br />Just look familiar for me…<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />We went in the train at the same time and same location…<br />He is standing in front of me…<br />Between us is just a Malay girl who separates us…<br />He took out his hand-free…<br />I can’t stop myself looking at him…<br />He… <smile><br />Really look familiar lea…<br /><br /></div></strong></span><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong><br /><br />When reach KL Central, I stand quite far from him…<br />I was close with the door while he is standing at the middle part…<br />I saw he’s looking at me…<br />LOL…<br />A shy guy… ^-^<br /></div></strong></span><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong></strong></span><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong> </div><div align="center"><br />Now reached Kuala Lumpur station…<br />The door that I close with suddenly opened..<br />Walao… 吓倒我叻<br />Randomly, I moved to middle part..<br />Standing next to him…<br />But scared to stand closer with him…<br /></div></strong></span><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong></strong></span><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong> </div><div align="center"><br />We didn’t talk at all…<br />Just looking at each other when both are not realize..<br />I mean not obviously…<br />We keep standing although there’s a place…<br />Maybe both of us think that more prefer to let those are more needed..<br />That’s why we didn’t sit…<br /></div></strong></span><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong></strong></span><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong> </div><div align="center"><br />Just standing next to each other…<br />Now reached Segambut station le…<br />Got a lot places now to sit…<br />I walked close and sit down…<br />My place is just in front of him…<br />He’s looking at me for a while..<br />And turn to another side…<br />Hmmm… this guy is quite cu5te o…<br /><br /></div></strong></span><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong></strong></span><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong> </div><div align="center"><br />After a while, finally he sat down…<br />He sits just in font of me…<br />Just in front of me… ^^<br />Scare to look at him..<br />Just simply turning my head around..<br />To see him…<br /></div></strong></span><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong></strong></span><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong> </div><div align="center"><br />A couple with a son entered the train..<br />He was sitting between them…<br />Suddenly he called the daddy which carries his son…<br />Asking him whether wants to sit at his place…<br />But the daddy rejected because he feels it’s ok to carry his son..<br /></div></strong></span><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span></strong> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong>I was smiling..<br />Now it’s really seldom to see a teenage like him…<br />Offering those is needed to sit down…<br /></div></strong></span><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong></strong></span><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong> </div><div align="center"><br />This guy not bad lea…<br />This guy looked at me and shy shy de…<br />Maybe because of my smiling just now.. ^^<br /></div></strong></span><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong>Reached Kuang le…<br />I saw he took out his key…<br />Haih..<br />What come first in my mind is…<br />“haih.. he reached jor le”<br />but actually he’s going to Rawang too…<br />Happy that he didn’t go out…<br /></div></strong></span><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong></strong></span><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong> </div><div align="center"><br />Feel like want to ask his number..<br />And be a friend..<br />But not dare lea..<br />Both are just looking each other…<br />And seems like don’t know what to do…<br />How silly are we… ^-^<br /></div></strong></span><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong></strong></span><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong> </div><div align="center"><br />Reached Rawang jor le…<br />He stood up and I just follow him…<br />We went out together…<br />After went out from the train,<br />We took different way…<br /></div></strong></span><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong></strong></span><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong> </div><div align="center"><br />But suddenly we met up when I’m walking to bus station…<br />While he’s going to take his car…<br />I was looking at him…<br />And of course he did that too…<br />Feel like want to walk towards his and ask whether can be friend..<br />But not dare to do so…<br /></div></strong></span><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong></strong></span><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong> </div><div align="center"><br />Hmmm…<br />Never mind la…<br />But a bit 不爽and regret lea…<br />Haih… I just continue my way..<br />Suddenly saw him at the round about…<br />Saw his car…<br />Proton Iswara – Red + orange…<br />Plat number start with W_ _ _ 5 _ _ _ _<br />Can’t see it clearly..<br /><smile…><br /></div></strong></span><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong><br />Hmmm… I bet he put his car around the place every time…<br />Maybe when a day I will go there to wait for him…<br />But scare that he didn’t remember me le….<br />Don’t know lea…<br />See whether will see him again or not…<br />But I hope that when the day comes,<br />Both of us will remember each other…. ^-^<br /><br /><br />Written on 21st Feb 2010<br />4.37 p.m.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></div></strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4319537686885564041-2570289129935473072?l=fairytalesofcat.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaThY ChOnGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14869505062954394506noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4319537686885564041.post-2936355743615122092010-02-19T19:57:00.000-08:002010-02-19T20:00:49.408-08:00<div align="left"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#9999ff;">11th February 2010<br /><br />8.46 p.m.<br /></div></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#9999ff;"><div align="center"><br />Just call him only..<br />Know what word came out from his mouth first…?<br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">“Ha…Ha…Ha…”</span><br /></div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"><br />This is what I heard when he answered my phone..<br />Walao… seems like happy..<br />But actually he forget to do something..<br />Actually I’m the one who responsible to pass up the thing..<br />But I asked help from him<br />And he is really good …<br />To help me to do it..<br /></div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"><br />That’s why when I received his message about the thing,<br />I didn’t angry..<br />But just use this reason to call him… ^-^<br /></div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"><br />This is the first time talked so long with him through phone..<br />Although it’s just 15 min and 30 seconds,<br />But it’s a fantastic moment for me..<br /></div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"><br />I had chatted many things with him…<br />Feel wanna mention here..<br />But it will be too obvious de…<br />But if he read it,<br />Sure he will know..<br /></div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"><br />But I don’t mind to let him know..<br />If he figure it out by himself,<br />I think I will be very happy..<br />But also scare that I will be disappointed and don’t know what to do…<br /></div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"><br />That’s why I didn’t think too much about it…<br />I’m just dare to think about past..<br />About what we went through together… ^-^<br /></div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"><br />Got good news from him…<br />She finally can make it le…<br />Happy lea…<br />What I wish to have comes true…<br />I really happy…<br /></div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"><br />Before this, I had an argument with him..<br />It’s related with this issue..<br />And now finally, it’s settled..<br />Thanks Lord… ^-^ </div><div align="center"></span></strong> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4319537686885564041-293635574361512209?l=fairytalesofcat.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaThY ChOnGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14869505062954394506noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4319537686885564041.post-16885440460322627722010-02-19T19:52:00.000-08:002010-02-19T19:57:19.065-08:00<strong><span style="font-size:130%;">~9th February 2010~</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#9999ff;"><strong>This morning I’m having appointment with Wen Sheng.<br />He asked for my help to him English.<br />Actually I’m not really good in English.<br />Haha… Every time I will ask “him” to check my grammar.<br />He sure will ‘zat’ me because of my grammar mistakes de.<br /></strong></span></div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#9999ff;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#9999ff;"><strong> <div align="center"> </div><div align="center"><br />Very bad de… =.=”<br />But actually I’m already used to it.<br />Feel not comfortable if didn’t quarrel with him.<br />But actually I know that he’s a good guy.<br />Yes… HE IS….<br /></div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"><br />Although I’m always disturb him<br />And said he is a bad person,<br />But every time when I need help,<br />He is the one who willing to give me a hand. </div><div align="center"><br /> </div><div align="center"><br />After teaching WS, I went to meet him in reading room…<br />I messaged him around 9 o’clock…<br />But actually I already reached there around 8.45 a.m.<br />He told me that he got something to do so…<br />I don’t want to disturb him first..<br />He reached around 9.25 a.m. </div><div align="center"><br /><br />Guess what..?<br />He’s searching for me…<br />Haha… I love that moment..<br />Besides, today he looked different too..<br />First time saw him where white jacket/sweater…<br />Really look different o….<br /></div><div align="center"><br />I had discussed with him about the “thing”..<br />Hmm.. He’s quite disappointed that no one keep in touch with him about the update.<br />Actually I understand his feeling..<br />I had been a leader before..<br />And it’s not easy at all..</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"><br /><br />Hehe… just to let him know that..<br /></strong></span></div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"><strong>ALL OF US WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT HIM DE ^^<br />加油！加油！^-^ </strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4319537686885564041-1688544046032262772?l=fairytalesofcat.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaThY ChOnGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14869505062954394506noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4319537686885564041.post-59847356880030229962010-02-19T19:48:00.000-08:002010-02-19T19:51:31.208-08:00<span style="color:#9999ff;"><strong>~ 7th February 2010~</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;"><strong></strong></span><br /><strong><span style="color:#9999ff;">Now is 1.05 a.m. super miss him now…<br />Haih.. Just back a day only..<br />Now already miss him…<br /><br />Wish to see him now…<br />But I know…<br />It’s impossible…<br />Haih..<br />Looked back last time photos..<br />Felt happy to go out a gang with him..<br />That’s my greatest moment during studying time…<br /><br />Hmm…<br />Don’t know what is he doing now lea…?<br />Wish to call him..<br />But what should I say…?<br />I have no idea…<br /><br />Then….<br />How about messaging…?<br />Hey… excuse me…<br />He’s saving his credit lea…<br />Don’t want to waste his money…<br /><br />Haih…<br />Just wanna tell you that…</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">I MISS YOU</span>…. </strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4319537686885564041-5984735688003022996?l=fairytalesofcat.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaThY ChOnGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14869505062954394506noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4319537686885564041.post-3388742370441840932010-02-04T09:00:00.000-08:002010-02-04T09:03:23.972-08:00<div align="center"><span style="color:#9999ff;">Today very happy o…<br />Haha…<br />Guess what…<br />During 1.45 p.m. I messaged him and asked him whether want to wish me GOOD LUCK..<br /><br />Haha…<br />Know what he replied me…<br />He asked me whether having exam later…<br />I told him that I’m going to enter the hall lea…<br /><br />Hehe..<br />Know what…<br />He really wishes me GOOD LUCK…<br />LOL…<br />Not only that…<br />He said that if I can score this subject,<br />Then have to thank him wor…<br />LOL…<br />So cute o…<br /><br />LOL…<br />Felt very happy o…<br />Thought him will reject what I requested<br />But actually didn’t wor…<br />Very very happy lea..<br /><br />Don’t know what he felt when I asked for GOOD LUCK wish…<br /><br />Can you tell me how you feel…?<br />Wish that I know what you keep in your heart…<br />So that I won’t keep guessing what exactly you think… you feel…<br /><br /><br /><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4319537686885564041-338874237044184093?l=fairytalesofcat.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaThY ChOnGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14869505062954394506noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4319537686885564041.post-13709244776262728722010-01-20T16:52:00.000-08:002010-01-20T16:57:53.927-08:00<meta equiv="Content-Type" content="text/html; 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font-family:"Times New Roman";} </style> <![endif]--> <p style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;">Written on <st1:date year="2010" day="4" month="1"><span style="" lang="EN-US">4^th January 2010</span></st1:date>, <st1:time minute="5" hour="15"><span style="" lang="EN-US">3.05 p.m. <br /></span></st1:time></span></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" > Finished on 17th January 2010</span></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"> <br /><st1:time style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" minute="5" hour="15"></st1:time></span><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">Pretty girl ?!?!</span></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">Pretty girl… Pretty girl… pretty girl… <br /></span></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">This is the word that I always listen from the word of guys….<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">Walao… The physical appearance of a girl is really that important….?!?!?!</span></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">Hmmm.. I don’t understand…. I’m trying to survey through this few years… I also had asked guys about this question…? <o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">“Are you mind that your girlfriend is not that pretty?”<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><span style=""> </span>or<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">“Are you only will want a pretty girl to be your girlfriend?”</span></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">Guess what? The answer that I got from them are no for both problem…<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">However, this world is realistic enough… From my observation within this year, I realized that although the guys said they are not mind but, actually they mind about it…</span></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">if like that, where to put those “ugly” girls ? Shouldn’t they have a happy life also like those who are pretty… Aren’t they deserved to admire by the guys also? Just admire like the way guys admire pretty girls… ?!?! I don’t understand…. <o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">I’m not being hypocrite or what but just I couldn’t accept the perception of the guys defining “PRETTY GIRL” … <br /></span></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">Let’s discus how a guy define pretty girls :-<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">I give an example.. Lin Zhi Ling…<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">Guys define her as :-<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><ul style="margin-top: 0cm; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" type="disc"><li class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">Sexy<o:p></o:p></span></li><li class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">Good body structure<o:p></o:p></span></li><li class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">Pretty <o:p></o:p></span></li><li class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">Tall<o:p></o:p></span></li><li class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">Long leg<o:p></o:p></span></li><li class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">Hot enough</span></li></ul> <br /> <br /><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">I couldn’t deny that she’s really has a good body structure. However, for me, I don’t think she is perfect enough. Nothing about jealousy or what.., okay….?</span></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">From what we can see, Zhi Ling has a lot “fei wen” with those artists (guys).<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">She’s too like to show her body with sexy clothes. Is that the really meaning of beauty…???<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">Sorry for being criticize. Do not mean to critique anyone.. Just want show an example. So… is this what the guys want their girl friend to be,,,,?</span></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">For sure, I won’t define pretty girls like guys do…<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">No jealousy.. No hard feeling…<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">Physical beauty is not as important actually… I more mind about internal beauty… <o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">So..? <br /></span></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">Why do I said so…?<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">Physical beauty will never last long…<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">In my world of life, only 3 things will last long…<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><ol style="margin-top: 0cm; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" start="1" type="1"><li class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">the love of Lord Father<o:p></o:p></span></li></ol><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 18pt; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><ol style="margin-top: 0cm; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" start="2" type="1"><li class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">true love and friendship<o:p></o:p></span></li></ol><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 18pt; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><ol style="margin-top: 0cm; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" start="3" type="1"><li class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">internal beauty</span></li></ol> <br /> <br /><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">Years by years, we will started getting old..<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">And this is where our “beauty” changed..<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">Changed according to our age..<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">So, are the guys going to divorce their wives when they started to turn old…?</span></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">NO…<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">This couldn’t or I should say Shouldn’t happen…<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">Love is not about how pretty is the girl…<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">But how beauty is the girl internally…</span></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">If every guy so mind about the beauty (physical) of the girls…<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">Then is that mean all the ugly girl but have a great heart couldn’t have a life which is happily ever after…?</span></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">Guys.. please think carefully about that…<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">You all prefer a girl who has a temporary beauty…?<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><i><span style="" lang="EN-US">Or <o:p></o:p></span></i></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">A girl who has an internal beauty….?</span></p><p face="georgia" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /></p><p face="georgia" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p face="georgia" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p face="georgia" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">I do believe this world is fair…<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p face="georgia" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">God is fair to everyone in this world…<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p face="georgia" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p face="georgia" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">God treats everyone equally… <br /></span></p><p face="georgia" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /></p><p face="georgia" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p face="georgia" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p face="georgia" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">Those are not really pretty sure have something special that pretty couldn’t have…<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p face="georgia" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p face="georgia" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">I do believe that…<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"> </div><p face="georgia" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4319537686885564041-1370924477626272872?l=fairytalesofcat.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaThY ChOnGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14869505062954394506noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4319537686885564041.post-14188432494469396442010-01-15T12:03:00.000-08:002010-01-15T12:40:50.383-08:00<span style="font-size:100%;"> <br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">written by Cathy ~ 16th Jan 2010 (4.37 a.m.)</span> <br /> <br /> <br /></span><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_f1xzLa1t2yM/S1DOhns_o2I/AAAAAAAAABQ/PoLLqH2rEBs/s1600-h/....jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; 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mso-para-margin:0cm; mso-para-margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:10.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";} </style> <![endif]--> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Today super sad de lea…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold; font-family: georgia;"> </div> <p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Not only sad…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold; font-family: georgia;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">But worry, angry and disappointed…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold; font-family: georgia;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Very complicated eh….</span></span></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"> <br /></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold; font-family: georgia;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold; font-family: georgia;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">He really dumb de lea…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold; font-family: georgia;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Sometimes really very angry him de a…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold; font-family: georgia;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Never think of others’ feeling…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold; font-family: georgia;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">I also don’t know how can I being so patient to him de…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold; font-family: georgia;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Hate it lea…</span></span></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"> <br /></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold; font-family: georgia;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold; font-family: georgia;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Today don’t know why feeling weird de…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold; font-family: georgia;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Suddenly just normal, then suddenly changed emo…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold; font-family: georgia;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">I don’t like being like that…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold; font-family: georgia;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold; font-family: georgia;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" lang="EN-US">Many things making me headache..</span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_f1xzLa1t2yM/S1DPlhkge2I/AAAAAAAAABo/jVfYkbJbTkM/s1600-h/SADNESS.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 196px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_f1xzLa1t2yM/S1DPlhkge2I/AAAAAAAAABo/jVfYkbJbTkM/s200/SADNESS.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5427065794555050850" border="0" /></a></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Sometimes even feel hard to breath..</span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Don’t know who to talk to…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Sad lea…</span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Very very sad…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> <br /></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Very worry about my best friend..<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">She’s going to have an operation later around 6 something morning…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Very worry about her..</span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">She must be very scare..</span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_f1xzLa1t2yM/S1DOuJFAoqI/AAAAAAAAABY/4PGN-YfS-lM/s1600-h/windowslivewritersadness-12e62sadness-2.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 166px; height: 218px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_f1xzLa1t2yM/S1DOuJFAoqI/AAAAAAAAABY/4PGN-YfS-lM/s320/windowslivewritersadness-12e62sadness-2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5427064843087684258" border="0" /></a></span></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"> <br /></span></span></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">That day when visited her,<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">My tears almost dropped…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">I saw her cried…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Oh my God..<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">My heart was so pain..<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">But I can’t show out..<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Don’t want to make her nervous…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> <br /></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">All of us are giving her support…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Asked her not to scare..</span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">The operation will finish very soon..<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">After open eyes, everything will be fine..<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">This is what we all told her..<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">But actually inside our heart,<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">We are so scare.. <o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">So worry…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> <br /></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">She didn’t show out her fear..<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">But through her eyes, we all know…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">She is very scared…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">But we can’t do anything besides supporting her and praying for her…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">(cry… cry… cry…)</span></span></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"> <br /></span></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"> <br /></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Then suddenly disturbed by him…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Sad lea…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Already very sad…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Now bullied by him..</span></span></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_f1xzLa1t2yM/S1DPOpn5l7I/AAAAAAAAABg/HFOgKttC7uw/s1600-h/Sad_Heart_by_Johannakun.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 173px; height: 244px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_f1xzLa1t2yM/S1DPOpn5l7I/AAAAAAAAABg/HFOgKttC7uw/s320/Sad_Heart_by_Johannakun.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5427065401579771826" border="0" /></a></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Very angry lea..<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Embarrassing too..<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Don’t he think about my feeling…?</span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Sometimes I feel that I’m so stupid…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Very very stupid lea…</span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">What can I do…?<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Fall in love with someone that I shouldn’t…???<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> <br /></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Stupid…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Stupid…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Stupid…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">What Jing Hui said was true…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">What he said was also true…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">I’m stupid…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">I’m noob…<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><span style="font-size:100%;"> <br /> <br /></span><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"> <br /></span></span></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: right; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_f1xzLa1t2yM/S1DPy0pHUkI/AAAAAAAAABw/t8hPldyHTWI/s1600-h/SadGirl.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 189px; height: 200px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_f1xzLa1t2yM/S1DPy0pHUkI/AAAAAAAAABw/t8hPldyHTWI/s200/SadGirl.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5427066023012946498" border="0" /></a></span></p><p style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">VERY VERY ‘DOWN’ A…..</span></span></p><p style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">DEPRESSING… <br /></span></span></p><p style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">MOODY…</span></span></p><p style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >EMO-ING….</span><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); text-align: center; font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4319537686885564041-1418843249446939644?l=fairytalesofcat.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaThY ChOnGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14869505062954394506noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4319537686885564041.post-27621528978256115632010-01-12T05:59:00.000-08:002010-01-12T06:08:57.670-08:00<div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"><meta equiv="Content-Type" content="text/html; charset=utf-8"><meta name="ProgId" content="Word.Document"><meta name="Generator" content="Microsoft Word 10"><meta name="Originator" content="Microsoft Word 10"><link rel="File-List" href="file:///C:%5CUsers%5CCATHYC%7E1%5CAppData%5CLocal%5CTemp%5Cmsohtml1%5C01%5Cclip_filelist.xml"><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:worddocument> <w:view>Normal</w:View> <w:zoom>0</w:Zoom> <w:compatibility> <w:breakwrappedtables/> <w:snaptogridincell/> <w:applybreakingrules/> <w:wraptextwithpunct/> <w:useasianbreakrules/> <w:usefelayout/> </w:Compatibility> <w:browserlevel>MicrosoftInternetExplorer4</w:BrowserLevel> </w:WordDocument> </xml><![endif]--><style> <!-- /* Font Definitions */ @font-face {font-family:Wingdings; 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mso-tstyle-rowband-size:0; mso-tstyle-colband-size:0; mso-style-noshow:yes; mso-style-parent:""; mso-padding-alt:0cm 5.4pt 0cm 5.4pt; mso-para-margin:0cm; mso-para-margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:10.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";} </style> <![endif]--> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Hmmm… Cham La….<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Suddenly realized that getting love him..<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US">How a…?<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US">The feeling is getting strong and strong…<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Is it a good thing or bad thing……?<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Don’t know what is in his mind lea….?</span></p><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Hmmm.. Worrying…<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Actually don’t know whether he knows what is in my mind….?<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Should I tell him directly…?<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Walao.. very paiseh de lea…</span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Still have to meet at school…<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US"> <br /></span></p><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Cannot cannot….<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Cannot like that de lea…<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Can he at least give me some clues or hints whether he actually like me or not..?<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US">WRONG.. Shouldn’t be like..<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US">But Love….<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US">It’s different…<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Totally different….</span></p><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /><span style="" lang="EN-US"><span style=""> </span><o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Haih…..<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US">I wish that this feeling will stay long…<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US">At least it will give me a chance…<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US">A chance to be together in future..</span></p><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Hmmm.. then when move from here…<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US">I won’t easily fall in love to other guys..<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US">I don’t mind to be the one who sacrifices <o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Sacrifices to wait and love him…<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Although without his knowing..</span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_f1xzLa1t2yM/S0yBDHJ2tPI/AAAAAAAAABI/jLL-ifAShGM/s1600-h/angelheartless.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 221px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_f1xzLa1t2yM/S0yBDHJ2tPI/AAAAAAAAABI/jLL-ifAShGM/s320/angelheartless.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5425853541534577906" border="0" /></a></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US"> <br /></span></p><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US">I don’t mind :)</span><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Because this is what we call as….<o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">True Love ^^</span></span></p><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"> <br /><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"> </div><p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="" lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4319537686885564041-2762152897825611563?l=fairytalesofcat.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaThY ChOnGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14869505062954394506noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4319537686885564041.post-61489203842747799082010-01-01T03:37:00.001-08:002010-01-15T12:42:41.586-08:00<span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;" >Written on 1st Jan 2010 (9.30 pm) :-<br /><br /></span><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">Today should be my tired day....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">Guess what....? staying up with Felicia, Onion and Pauline at MacD to finish up Sociology assignment... While JoJo and Renee staying up with us to in Puchong and Subang...</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">Walao... 2 presentation in a day..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">Not easy, man...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">luckily Onion was here too..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">sorry a... made you didnt sleep for 2 days.. Paiseh lea...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><6.00></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">Can go back now...?!? tired man....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">Reached home at 6.10 am...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">sleeping time.... =.="</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">Thurs morning ~ 8.30 a.m.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">Reached school with lousy situation... not time to Iron my cloth...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">Haih.. time is passing fast...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">Practice.. rehearsal... Practice... rehearsal...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">Yeahhhh... 4 p.m lea</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">Huh... settled 2 presentation....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">Now what...? dance time.... ^^</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">Walao.. only both of us..?!?!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">you gonna kidding me..... >.<><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">can you believe it...? i heard this voice... Home made Spaghetti for dinner during new year eve... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">Xin Fu lea..... Happy lea....... Surprise lea.... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">still wait what o....? of course go and buy ingredients la... ^^ </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">Bi Bu bi Bu... reached Tesco lo... following my friends, Mr C to buy ingredients la...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"> funny lea.. to see a guy go to buy ingredients.. First time in my life lea....^^ </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"> yeahhh... finished jor le.. now go to pick up Mr M from work and go back to cook... </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">Know what...? 2 guys are cooking for a girl.. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">should I say Xin fu or Embarrased lea...? </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">not im cook for them, but they cook for me... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">LOL.. Mr C said today cook 3 types of different spaghetti flavour for me wo... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">Can you Imagine it...? one day eat 3 types of Spaghetti lea... im not </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">kidding you o... LOL... spaghetti + mushroom soup o.. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">PerFecT MatCh.... ^^</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"> </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">7 pm : start cooking.... 8 15 pm: Time To Eat.. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">I had a greatest dinner in my life during New Year Eve Countdown... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">Happy Lea.... ^^ </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">ok... what we gonna do right now....? only 3 of us...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"> "Ms, Mr M is "lao kai-ing" to go out... you wanna join us...? ", </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">Mr C asked me go out a...? should I...?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"> 9 something le wo... Mummy hasnt call me... i think she wont call me already..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"> maybe can join you all... "Okla, i join you all" </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">Bi Bu Bi Bu... We reached the place we planned to go....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"> Walao... The parking was so nice... Just infront of the front door... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">hmmm... not bad... quite lucky today ^^</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"> ok... what we want to do...? </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">Mr M, dont walk so fast la... >.<</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"> LoL... Many people o... Hmmm... better dont left out.. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">if not, later cant find them... haih... wearing high heels lea... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">luckily today dont feel pain... ^^</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"> Mr C is waiting for me... he said scare me will lost and dont know how to tell my mum wo... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">Hahaha... Not bad a.. feel like back to child already ^^... </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">haha... Okla.. we decided went to sing k... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">haha... 2 guys and one girl... Paiseh lea.. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">plus i seldom sing k der... </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">walao... Mr M seems like very 'high' o.. lol... he's a very funny guy o.... ^^ LOL.... He is very good in singing Andy Lau's song.... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">hmm.. not bad... ^^</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"> </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">Erm... Mr C a... cannot give comment o..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"> Later scare he will know i tell out the secret here... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">lol... He told me that he never sing infront of people except himself and Mr M..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"> LOL.. So, i cannot leave any comment here.. Sorry ya.. ^^ </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">Almost 12 edi... everyone go out to countdown.. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">walao... not bad a... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">LOL... HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE.....!!!! ^^ </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">Ok.. continue our sing k business sin... ^^ </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">very nice lea.. happy o....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"> First time celebrate New Year lea... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">I thought Im gonna couuntdown myself at home tim...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"> Hmmm.. unforgettable. o...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"> Thanks o.. Mr C and Mr M...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"> Espeacially to you, Mr C... Appreciate it a lot :) </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">Today I had a special and fun day...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"> Although im so tired but Im really didnt regret to follow you out... ^^</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"> <31st> :-</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">I will never forget de... :)</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;" ><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4319537686885564041-6148920384274779908?l=fairytalesofcat.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaThY ChOnGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14869505062954394506noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4319537686885564041.post-75785078201963034542009-10-30T10:45:00.000-07:002009-11-28T22:47:06.635-08:00<div align="left"><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;"><strong><u>TuesDaY ( 27th Nov 2009)</u></strong> </span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;"><strong>Today my class ended early o... hmmm.. it's around 1 something..<br />I was waiting for Darrel since last night we planned to go to PA for publicity..<br />However, we had canceled it since we dont have the materials yet..<br />I walked to PD alone to wait for bus... </strong></span></div><span style="color:#cc0000;"><br /><br /><div align="center"><br /><strong>Hmmm.. dont think that the bus wil come at this time...<br />Better walk back... I met Darrel again.. he will walk back also.. so i decided to join his gang..<br />Actually i enjoy walking a lot.. Before this, i always walk home with him every Thursday..<br />this is because through walking, we can chat more and share more about ourselves..<br />because of some reasons, I had no more walk back again..<br />until today, i walk back with different person.. He brought me to another way home... </strong></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><br /><strong>My mind thinks a lot..<br />I'm observing around my surrounding..<br />I'm had been thinking why i wouldnt realize it last time...<br />I smiled... my body felt very light..<br /><em>I </em>felt so relax.. </strong></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><br /><strong>Actually in our life, the are many kinds of road that we can take...<br />Just like me... When I walked with him, we took a different road.. Our road is complicated and hard... We have to walk under the sun... we have to climb over the hill... The are a lot of vehicles too... </strong></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><br /><strong>But the road i took with Darrel and the gang is different...<br />we dont have to walk under the sun.. because alot of trees around there..<br />besides that, the road is straight and easy.... </strong></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><br /><strong>Although My 'road' with him was really happy however it wasnt last long...<br />our road is too compllicated... I'm suffering alot...<br />I'm been thinking why would i been sticking to the tough road..<br />i can just choose another road..</strong></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_f1xzLa1t2yM/SusnLEBXXWI/AAAAAAAAABA/w80H4J9kSXI/s1600-h/013.jpg"><strong><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5398451649345183074" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 232px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 166px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_f1xzLa1t2yM/SusnLEBXXWI/AAAAAAAAABA/w80H4J9kSXI/s200/013.jpg" border="0" /></strong></a><strong><br />And today finally I found the road that i'm not taken last time..<br />I feel much better with the road now....<br />I wil use this road when i have chance...<br />Sometimes in different things, keep it simple is much better...<br />Just like what I realize today... :)<br /></strong></div></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4319537686885564041-7578507820196303454?l=fairytalesofcat.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaThY ChOnGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14869505062954394506noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4319537686885564041.post-23532169963325890732009-10-23T10:34:00.000-07:002010-01-20T16:46:46.426-08:00<div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >Today was a very special day for me and all the dance club members.. ^^ </span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >First time went to clubbing in my life lea.... >.<</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >we were so excited especially for those who go for first time like Me.. LOL</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >everyone has planned and decided what to wear... <br /> <br /></span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >WoW.. It's fantastic ^^</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" ></span> </div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >We started to depart at 9 p.m. from PJ...</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >We have total 10 people here.. <br /> <br /></span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >LOL.. guess what...?!?! There were 5 guys and 5 girls</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >hahahaha... Ngam Ngam Ho o.. >.<</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" ></span> </div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >Today is Ladies Night, tehrefore all the girls don't have to pay...</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >Just pity the guys, have to q-up for so long...</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" ></span> </div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >girls especially Kathryn, Pauline and me were so excited, waiting for guys to come in and join us... <br /> <br /></span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >YeaHhhh... We saw them.... 1.....2.....3....4....</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >Ei ?!?! where is another one...? ya... Alex...!!! where is Alex....? </span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >I was searching for him.. i tried to look around.. Finally i planned to ask Summer...</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >:( ~cried~</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >Alex cant join us... It's already 11 p.m. </span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >guys have to pay rm 40..</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >sad...sad...sad...</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >very disappointed o.... <br /> <br /></span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >SHIT !!! Suddenly felt wanna go out and find him, accompany him...</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >HEY!!!! WE JUST FRIEND, OK....?!?!</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >hmmm... I suddenly being so obvious...</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >sure others wil misunderstand...</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >haih... i have no choose other than listen to him to enjoy myself... :(</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >haih...haih...haih... GIVE UP!!! JUST STAY THERE AND TRY TO ENJOY...</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" ></span> </div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >I had a lot of fun but.............. </span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >i'm thinking of him,stayin alone outside... waitng for us... <br /> <br /></span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >haih......</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" ></span> </div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >all of them enjoyed alot lea...</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >hahahha... Pity Pauline...!!! </span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >pulle by 8 of us to dance on the stage...</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >WoW... Crazy lea... LOL...</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >she was so shy to move and shake...</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >lol.. actually it's ok.. I hope this can build up her confidence... <br /> <br /></span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" ></span> </div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >Ei... my leg very pain le..</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >Pecah record wearing high heel more than an hour, standing and dancing..</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >Cant tahan lea.. Kathryn and Pauline alos tired le.. better rest for a while.. <br /> <br /></span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >OKlah... Guys and girls, we rest for a while first la... ^^</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" ></span> </div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >OMG!!! my high heel was stucked when walked on the stairs... <br /> <br /></span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >Almost fall... suddenly i felt someone was holding me...</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >i turned back and He is looking at me.. Feeling not right lea...</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >better went off quickly... I'm extremely NERVOUS lea... SERIOUs..</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >hmmm.. being rude lea... didnt thank Him lea... <br /> <br /></span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >too shy lea.... >.<</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"> </div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >Huh.. nervous.. dont know what to talk to Him already..</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >Worry la.. Tomorrow still have to practise lea...</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >paiseh lea... @.@ <br /> <br /></span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >aiya.. dont think so much.. being natural already enough... =.="</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"> </div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >Around 1 a.m le... Hehehehe... Happy lea...</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >we (kathyrn, Pauline and me) went out to find Alex...</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >others still playing inside..</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >we went for walk together around Subang..</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >wow... the view very nice lea.. <br /> <br /></span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >LOl... stil wait for what o... of course take photo la..</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >Alex!!! Thanks ya..</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >LOL.. Pity him.. being our photographer...</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >after a while, ei... not right lea...</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >his face shown more in the photos lea... <br /> <br /></span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >LOL... his photo was more than us.... wei.. who is photographer now a...? =.="</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >I'm enjoy walking alot.. although i'm wearing high heel but i still enjoyed the walk.. ^^</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >Somehow wish that i could spend time with my future partner to walk with me during night in future.. <br /> <br /></span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" ></span> </div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >wow.. that's romantic and comfortable for me..</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >although a simple activity, but it's mean alot for me... ^^</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >I really have a very very nice and FANTASTIC day.... ^^</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >hahahah.. i think i wil come again with them next time.... <br /> <br /></span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >LOL... of course with the presence of Alex..</span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >then wil be "sap cuin sap mei" (perfect) ^^</span> </div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" ></span> </div><div style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255); font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" ></span> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4319537686885564041-2353216996332589073?l=fairytalesofcat.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaThY ChOnGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14869505062954394506noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4319537686885564041.post-71057001748349549332009-10-05T09:40:00.000-07:002009-10-06T01:08:35.147-07:0012.49 a.m ~ 6th Oct 2oo9<br />This is my first blog and i'm gonna share with u all about myself... I was born in buddhist family.. my dad is a superstitious man.. i stil remember that he used to bring use to temple when we were stil young.. However, he sent us to church when i were 6 years old.. actually he sent us there with purpose-to learn english.. this is where i started to go to church..<br />I were a tomboy since small... I have a happy childhood but my inside feel no joy... it became more worse when i were in standard 4.. I became quiet and don't like to share or talk to others including my family.. i don't really have a good relationship with my family.. everything I just kept in my heart..<br />I still attending the service every saturday... but my purpose is just to play there.. However i stopped to attend service on standard 6 because of UPSR.. But all of this are excuses... i didn't attend service but i went to temple... Know what I had been thinking that time....? suddenly i reminded myself that I'm a buddhist, not a christian... I should go to temple, not a church... i should leave the place forever... only focus how to being a good buddhist...<br />But He is real... It's already a year.. i didn't attend service and i didn't pray for a year but He never give up on me.. I'm just watching all my sisters to attend the service... I'm the only one who stay at home and watch television... I just watching my sisters to attend service...<br /><br />Until one day, I started to feel bored staying at home... My sisters tried to persuade me to attend service.. Finally I started to step out my first step... Everything had changed... I felt joy when attending for the first service after a year.... After that night, i attended services<br />every weekend.. I never miss the service even for once..<br /><br />I'm being actived in youth.. I love to help up the members and also leading them... I enjoyed a lot spending time in church, doing God's work... My life had changed a lot.. I started to received christ as my savior when i were in Form 2.. Now, i really enjoy being a christian.. Although i have not baptist yet, but I received Him as my only savior.... And now, i have a very close and intimic relationship with Him..<br /><br />[ Scripture : "We Love Him because He first Love Us" ]<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4319537686885564041-7105700174834954933?l=fairytalesofcat.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaThY ChOnGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14869505062954394506noreply@blogger.com2